over halfway there!!

So as we go over the 6 month barrier and finish our mid- term training in center balasevic in southern belgrade. i am feeling as this is a real achievement, all the feelings of the ups and downs over the last months are starting to flatten out and i am getting a sense of achievement of being in another culture and if i look at my life here i am pretty happy as i made it for myself, i surprise myself in the way that  i have coped with some issues and outcome them and how problems have gone from being big problems to almost conceivable now i realise that i can not be so hard on my self as i am actually a super person that people really like and i feel a little different inside to when i came and since being here i have seen some cities and 3 countries hopefully more before this experience finishes, I really feel i have a second home within the circus here the people are all wonderful and everyone knows everyone and i am integrating further in this group and i feel this new life is something i should of done along time ago (joining a independent performance group)  but now i am getting more performance experience in various venues in Belgrade and in varying themes also knowing the cities independent art seen and the sub-culture (my favorite part of my home city is it's sub-culture) as a well as diversifying myself i am seeing this city as a Serbian and not as a tourist, i have another performance on the 20th of april coming up in the Inex building on (Višnjička) which is kind of a squat for artists from what i have been told. it is a medical theme i think i am a doctor, well my mother always wanted a successful son lol. it will be super i think i cut of someones ja ja's (balls) lol. i have a few things to practice tonight at 10pm i am really finding i new realm with cirkusfera ...it's awsome. the mid -term training was some what i bit dull and some we're a bit to faced but it had to be done i think some EVS-ers are consistant and are getting more comfortable here also like me but some think they are better than they are but it doesn't bother me as i am very happy with my Serbian life, friends, and i am not just counting the days to summer when the days will be longer and when i will be taking holiday as i have not had any holiday time yet and i am still getting over a chest infection and a cough i have had what seems like months. i am also going to put together some little animation about gender equality which i will make funny and jovan will put it on the website i still have to come up with some idea of subject matter specifically but i have some ideas i will work on tomorrow and i will probably do picture by picture animation with photos of people or with objects i think if i can get some dolls that would be great to use (also means i can give myself a few laughs to) i will keep it serious but not without a joke or two. i find information goes in my head better if it has some humor or at least a laugh or to.


smile and the world smiles with you.


hope to see lots of people are there on the 20th of april.  :)