Strange day, even though it is just a Monday, i did try and do some traveling this weekend to Bulgaria predictably i forgot maybe the most important thing...my passport, all i can say about the weekend is Nis, it is not very big compared with Belgrade but people we're nice and the bus ride home i was disappointed it went fast as i fell asleep as soon as the bus left and woke up just coming into the centre of Belgrade, previously before the weekend we created a epic meal time for those of you that know what that is ...for those that don't your better off not knowing!! my stomach has not felt right in days was 14 Mcdonalds covered in cheese and onion and bacon and covered in cheesy pastry just a heart attack waiting to happen.
now to get on to the intended subject...
I am not sure why but i really been thinking of peoples roles in society's, have you ever wondered to yourself why people are a certain way? maybe if someone has different views to you, that makes them different enough, or if they come from a certain region or even different country, I would like to think of myself as a pretty open person, we all have flaws some are better at dealing with them than others even as much as using there unusual nature or personality to gain fame or fortune, this is really hard for me to understand, i think it is amazing that there are for instance in some countries there are ladyboys, like Thailand for instance, how would you view a ladyboy with disgust, amazement, respect, disrespect, it certainly raises a few questions in my mind. in many countries things like homosexuality even racism in this day are tolerated, i think it was time we let a lot of things die with the old times/ views. i personally don't understand why this happens it really is the minority out there ruining it for everyone, well to the question.. will it ever end? ...does it have a so called "happy ending"? well i think it can, i think these like all other problems can only be dealt with by the communication with adults to teach their children the right values, problem being how do you reach everyone.... in Serbia i think this is a very difficult task with rural areas across a big space especially with the lack of funds this country seems to have down to the government that have been (i use this term loosely) running the country, I feel sorry for the Serbian's, who have had in some cases radical changes to the way there lives are and how they can live in many different ways i think of this having a negative impact on people but i think because of there almost constant "struggle", they are a culture that adapt can really change the future of there country, right here, right now in coming together, and breeding out these unnecessary prejudice's, i wish i really could have a more active role in this through my organisation. the Serbian population interests me but how to change them only these ngo's have the tools required, and the media has a responsibly to assist in this for the development of a country with the possibility still for change, as a feel that even though my country has the money it cannot change and has to many people to reach, the population 2 years ago in serbia was 9,856,000 and in Uk was 62,041,708, 6 times more, I feel Serbia can change faster in a shorter period with more of a impact, if the Serbian officials in power could see the potential in the people of this country it could really facilitate it's transformation even faster.
every journey starts with a single step.
on a different note the electricity in bigz (the circus) according to the news is back on whoot hooot, i think i have put on a little weight. need to get that off i think i will be going to run soon if the snow and ice goes away.